Hi There! Let me start off by saying I am a christian, saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ. I love God, and I cannot begin to express how greatful I am for his love and mercy. Now then, I must also say that I have been joyfully married to a hardworking, God-fearing man since June 2011. We have been trying to conceive a child since August 2013 without success. I hope for this blog to serve as my own personal diary on this journey; as an army wife and mom. I am hopeful it will help someone else who may be struggling with same problems.
I have the most amazing husband in the whole entire place of any existence. We survived our first deployment 2011-2012.Every single day I am grateful for my husband, I was the girl that waited next to the mail box when he was deployed... I fell asleep holding my phone, I was the girl that wore the yellow ribbon, I was the girl that kissed the picture of her soldier every night before going to sleep. Im his girl , the one he counts on to be strong, even when everything is falling apart. This is not an easy life style. This is not a world for weak women , I stand beside him and will never leave his side. I am a Proud Army WIFE
I’ve recently discovered that being in a long distance relationship makes you stronger, you value the times when you see them a lot more and put so much more effort into the relationship than usual. It brings you closer and even though there are shitty times when you just want to hold them and never let go they’re totally outnumbered by the times in the future when you will do that and you just think positively...because If I had my way there wouldn't be any clocks or calendars, any places we have to go, or things we have to do. Just an eternity of weekends & days together.
Time enough to take long looks at him across the table & long walks with him in the park. Time enough to talk & listen & hold him in a lingering embrace...
If I had my way there would finally be enough time to love him the way I want to love him, the way he deserve to be loved-totally, endlessly