I have the most amazing husband in the whole entire place of any existence. We just survived our first deployment 2011-2012. Currently trying to conceive our second child. Every single day I am grateful for my husband, I was the girl that waited next to the mail box when he was deployed... I fell asleep holding my phone, I was the girl that wore the yellow ribbon, I was the girl that kissed the picture of her soldier every night before going to sleep, I was the girl that cried every day because missing him hurts so much, i was the girl that realized once shes in his arms everything was worth the waiting and the pain. Im his girl , the one he counts on to be strong, even when everything is falling apart. This is not an easy life style. This is not a world for weak women , I stand beside him and will never leave his side. I am a Proud Army WIFE
I’ve recently discovered that being in a long distance relationship makes you stronger, you value the times when you see them a lot more and put so much more effort into the relationship than usual. It brings you closer and even though there are shitty times when you just want to hold them and never let go they’re totally outnumbered by the times in the future when you will do that and you just think positively...because If I had my way there wouldn't be any clocks or calendars, any places we have to go, or things we have to do. Just an eternity of weekends & days together.
Time enough to take long looks at him across the table & long walks with him in the park. Time enough to talk & listen & hold him in a lingering embrace...
If I had my way there would finally be enough time to love him the way I want to love him, the way he deserve to be loved-totally, endlessly